GobeeFree-wet and not just from sweat.

So what can i possibly say, today is a brand new Hong Kong moment, My first week here is fully behind me, my light is brighter then it's ever been, and my sensitivity is just that...tapped into something that's content, I've been working on being here, now. Tough one for a go-getting parasite, but it's quite empowering to stop where I'm at, it also allows for recognition of where I am... recognition-pratibigna...spelling mistakes is where I'm at, and when it comes to Sanskrit, well I'm okay with it ten fold.
Writing a blog which I've never done before is wild, it's a balance of exposing myself and creating my own boundaries but remaining honest to the Kula, which really is so much greater then we can ever measure, think about it, its the World-Wide-Web... this fabric that if we don't all fully interweave within, "we" do all have access to, crazy cool, right?
So check out my first blog...and know that the day I wrote it I felt so over exposed, what a practice it is to share one self with his peers, with his students now, and ultimately with himself.
I'm glad i did, it furthers my boundaries, and expands my space to grow...and expansion is what it's all about, keep spreading the love, keep shining the light and just keep doing whatever it is that keeps you full of grace...did i just write that...ya i did. So now i urge to find what that means to you...I close this Blog with one of the coolest things I've learnt here...the word Gwylo- it's what the Chinese call the white folk, it means white ghost, I've been assured it once was derogatory, but today is part of the normal lingo...
Since i haven't gone controversial as of yet...I hope I've been misinformed, that way we can expand our boundaries once again... and I assure that eventually the candid nature will touch on candid subjects...truth seeks truth, and i'm the honesty hunter.
LJM Out
HK 5:33 june 30 2007
GobeeFree

on the verge...

Literally moments away from the beginning of something magical...magic is so subjective, but, here I am, and there's no question that my life is disintegrating from what once was to what is, and there's a letting go, of it belonging to me... every moment is surreal, from how much like home China feels to how I can't quite melt into the background. Moments hurt, like a claw penetrating my chest, hooking on to my heart, and callously pulling it out, as painful as that image is, it's truthfully a celebration of i can feel, and what the heart represents, the love that has surrounded my existence, my sloppiness, my keen over zealous nature, has in one way or another created a respect, one of honesty and truth. My hurt is my celebration, my celebration is of all that surrounds me. I take you into my next step, because that is all that I am , and that is ALL that is me, a collection of moments that you've not only been privy to but are responsible for, the less I try the more i cry, the more i cry, the more i defy all that there is to defy, all that keeps us from flying, and nothing keeps us from flying, so let nothing get out of your way... I represent you in Honk Kong today, and other then a notebook, a pair of over priced Lululemon shorts and 1000% willingness I leave it all behind except the love you've energized me with...
It's my first day of school, so let it be your first day of school, let everyday be a solid magic trick, and remind yourself that beaches and planes, yoga mats, and canvas's, community and vanilla skies out your morning window...are not the norm, but when they become that, that's magical in itself...
GobeeFree.
5:46 am mon.jun.25.2007.HK.china